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Sunday, August 12, 2007

heys heys ! didnt went out again , im sick lahs .
like one dead fish like that , 38.9 !
was resting on my bed the whole day , my parent didnt even make the effort to bring me to the doctor .
ask me go to the clinic myself , wtf !
&&& i didnt get a good rest ! so many people called me , andrew ! stop it , stop msging me or call me .
everybody called me to tell me andrew looking for me , wtf lahs !
is that my problem ? because of you i cant get my beauty sleep .
i already make it so clear , no feelings . stop using money to make me fall for you !
so what if you're rich , can you buy my love . NO WAY !
hais , im still very confused about so much things .
if i were have this chance to go back to desmond's arm , i would .
i still rememeber those day , how much sacrifices i had made for you .
those days you would acc me to the clinic , takecare of me when i was sick . cheer-ed e up when i was down .
i wish i could tell you all this , i miss those day .
im confused , i dont know what i should do now .
anyways , i've to faster find a job & stop wasting my time at home .
i've got so much things to crave on ! and my birthday is coming soon .
i want a chalet , i want it to be more interesting then the year before .
last year , i didnt get to celebrate with the one i love . he broke up with me on the day before my birthday .
hope this year i get to celebrate with the person i love .

reality .



YYY
Sorrows shared
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