You'll always be the one ((:

I'm like rushing this blogskin can , damn it . i think i will leave it like thats first when i come back then do properly .
Fuck everything here , Johnny and me quarrel agains ! Nvm , i havent been meeting for like so long can .
Anyways , i tell you i'm gonna leave this place soon . 13 more days to go , and i'll be back in singapore ((:
I miss YINYIN , QIQI & CELINE !
and like i cant used the comp can , this time is secretly used de .
I can tell you how much i still love singapore .
Point 1 , I've got all my friends and family there ((:
Point 2 , I can use the comp or laptop whenever i want .
Point 3 , I can go out anytime .
Point 4 , I CAN SMOKE AT HOME !
Point 5 , I'VE GOT MY DADDY AND MUMMY .
I tell you , I FUCKING MISS MY MUM AND DAD .
ohs ya ! i've just brought presents for my sister & yinyin , qiqi .
still thinking what should i get for Noel as birthday presents .
And i cried everynight . Arhs ! I'm home sick !

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Sorrows shared
{2:24 AM}

Hellos ((:
I had been posting every post that i miss everyone esp. MrA .
I've been envy-ing my two best girlfriend being so xinfu , having a boy that loves .
When will i be the next , i still can't let go .
Every minutes , Every second was you in my mind . Just tell me what to do boy ?
nothing to post about la dey , everyday the same .
ecp for johnny's part la , i sat on this rider who won 1st in the scooter race . i sat on his r1 and then the same thing johnny saw me can . cause macau is not thats big what .
Nvm Nvm , i shan't talk about all this le .
I was just reading some blogs & i heard this song .
Every words explain how much I'm going thru now .

YYY

Sorrows shared
{6:05 AM}

Shit everything in this world cans , i'm fucking unhappy with everything here .
ecp. for Johnny and his friends they are the only thing that brighten up my fucking day .
Point 1 , i cant smoke whenever i want .
Point 2 , wake up early .
Point 3 , follow people wherever they go like a dog cans .
Point 4 , i have to beg them like crazy to use the comp cause its not my house .
I tell you ! I'm gonna move out soon , real real soon . now point tolerating all this stupid stuff .
And without your warm no point being happy can .
Shit you la , you cause all this in me can .
now my holiday is spoilt , but i've to thank johnny .
I met him yestherday , but its concidental de .

So it started of with , one whole bunch of bikes wack at me then i didnt know it was johnny .
and i scolded them . then they say so qiao uhs ? i had seen them so many time on the road le .
then end up they say they is follow me de . fuck them can ! then i was being forced to go johnny house then they showed me this video . Its all about me , they took the photo when i was unhappy , sad , lonely and even photo when i was crying and ofcourse those smiles on my face with them was taken too . they really bring joy into my life , i want go in pub then they help me get in also . Thanks johnny , thanks for wiping away my tears . thanks for the warmth hug , for the warmth in you . but i'm sorry , i'll be leaving soon . you can't expect me to stay here for you and abandon all my friends in singapore rights ?
But thanks la , thats all i have to say .
Ands i wanna say I MISS Qiqi , Yinyin , Noel , MrA & Celine !

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Sorrows shared
{5:19 AM}

Hellos , I'm at macua university .
Its fucking damn cold here can , lalalas ~
Outside is realreal cold already then here plus the air-con here , brggg !
I didn't excalty meet johnny yestherday , did meet them but did go the pub cause no. 1 i cant go in only at the age of 18 if i'm underage i have to pay them to let me in with cost a big amount of money .
They wanted to pay for me but i insist on going home , so they sent me home lo .
Maybe will be going out with johnny soon .
&&& i tell you guys i cant even go in the arcade here must be 16 and above . fuck it man !
I brought a hello kitty lighter and , sweets ! all hello kitty de . ((:
tell you what , i'm gonna cut my hair and soon will be extenting it .
some kindda hairstyle they call it step .
my real hair is short then with some long hair .
gonna tatoo my neck tml , a star ~ . maybe i'm not sure . and also gonna pierce my eyebrown .
I've been missing you since i got here .
aiyer , maybe later gonna find presents for neol tan ying shun .
I tell you i hate this place cause i miss Yinyin , Qiqi , MrA , Neol , Celine .
Everywhere i go , i think of you guys . My precious Yinyin , Qiqi and MrA .

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Sorrows shared
{7:09 PM}

I tell you Macua is real real cool can ,
Point 1 , i can buy cigg using my real age .
Point 2 , theres cute guys everywhere but still prefer that one in singapore .
Point 3 , i dont even sweat cause its real damn cold .
Point 4 , i get to ride bikes along the street with the age i am now but i didnt la .
Point 5 , stuffs here are DAMN cheap . etc hello kitty lighter for only S$11 bucks .
Point 6 , busses here are free for this four days .
Point 7 , i can do whatever i want here not like singapore LAW BY LAW . etc i can just cross the road whenever i want .
Point 8 , the people here are damn fucking friendly .
Point 9 , i'm surrounded by bike everywhere .

Anyways , i'm real real glad . Qiqi , thanks for encouraging me . after listening to your words i really did enjoy myself . brought many many archipalang . I guess i'm gonna bring three luggage back le . =P
sorry i dont have photos to upload cause i forgot to bring my camera .
I think tml will be going china or hongkong . gonna extent my hair .
I really really wanna share with you guy this .
Today i was on my way to macua cause i'm living in taipa then have to take bus to macua . I was with carina's maid walking to the bus stop and i saw this rvf bike which is like my favourite bike amongs the 2a i was like going crazy over it , cause i sledom see it here . At here everywhere is kups so i was like crazying over thats stupid bike . then i sat on it without thinking and theres this guy came over and told me i sitting on his bike . i was like so stupid la , that guy and his friends were like laughing over this stupid thing . but nevermind that guys friends ask me for my number . i didnt have a number so he gave me his number . He is so damn cute , i might be going rounding later on . but not excalty rounding going to drink later . I made new friends !
I'm gonna sit on a kawasaki 1000cc bike later on ! kawasaki - neh ~ .
Oh ya ! you know whats people here right they talk with a '' wor '' behind damn cute can !
And i wore hotpants on streets like it was damn hot but its damn cold can . everybody keep looking at me .

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Sorrows shared
{10:55 PM}

I'm glad my last day in singapore was with you , i had spent my last moment with you .
How i wish you would stare at me like how you had did yestherday .
Tickle me , hug me , kiss me . Was all of my wish above i just want to have another moment with you again . Just once agains , one last one .
I would throw aways my pride just for you to be by myside .
You'll never know how badly i wanted you by myside .
Cuddle me in your arms .

Anyways , i reach macau at 6plus . the flight delay .
Had dinner with aunty mandy , while i was in the plane tears keep rolling down my eyes .
When i close my eye , the bakground of you keep flashing thru my mind .
How you look into my eye yestherday , i just wanna tell you how much hurt you had cause in me .
How i wish you are here to accompany me see this nice senery .
You know how i felt alone , no one close was with me now .
Sleeping in the coldest bed i've ever slept , without you cuddling me in your arms .
Taking this cold war alone .
Thanks , all thanks to me .
i should had take the second moving knowing you .
If i hadnt known you , this holiday would be a good one .

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Sorrows shared
{6:24 AM}

Hellos peeps , i now will be going to changi airport soon .
Will be in hongkong for a month , i just came back from mr A house .
I just wanna tell mr A i had fallen for you .
shall update you guys soon .
Tatas ~

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Sorrows shared
{7:26 PM}

I had been staying at home for day , but i still have my lovely clever Knight to save me from my boring life .
You're just like him , you brighten up my day .
You had brought me back to my past where i still had the presence of him .
I do really have to thank you for entertaining me , ya !
Anyways , Qiqi & Yinyin came my house yestherday .
They didnt let me have a good rest can , and it really let me reminds me of our past .
How the three of us crazy-ing about our loves , hope our sistership will be back as strong as it has used to be .

i love mrknight

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Sorrows shared
{1:41 PM}

Have your friends or family left you all alone before , have you ever had that feeling before ?
If you do ? You would know how i felt , yinyin and qiqi went out and there like no way i could contact them .
Not thats i wanna forbit them by going out at least cant they give me a call to say they are not meeting me already .
I felt abandoned , i swear no one would understand .
Its like everyone neglect me & throw me aside .
& this few days i had really really bad mood , my boyfriend just broke up with me .
He uses word to insult me , scolded me with every hurtful words he could use !
At this point of time i need Yinyin & Qiqi here , but both of you weren't here .

Nvm , shalln't talked about unhappiness . Happiness yay yay !
Went out with Yinyin & and Qiqi , i missed the last train so i took a cab down novena .
Knew new friends , Jimmy , Jack , Guowei and for the rest dont really know them .
Jimmy pilloned Yinyin , Jack pillioned Qiqi & Guowei pilloned me .
Due to Guowei's is a different kind of one sitter so i have to share sit with him .
&&& he is a real real friendly guy , Jimmy is the no.1 joker . ((:
First we headed to East coast , then i took this chance to tell Yinyin and Qiqi about my broke-up with my boyfriend .
then go another part of east coast see people race .
then headed down cosy bay , Qiqi and me were so down till we went emo-ing .
imissyou . For Qiqi situation she quarrelled with her mummy .
After cosybay three of as went to the same destination , Toapayoh .
& three of them went back home to sleep , as they were real real tired .
Anyways , i've gotta thanks everyone .
Lots of places brought me back to my past & it reminds me of all those sweet memories .

You're the sun in my sky

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Sorrows shared
{10:21 AM}

I wish everyone i wish were here , Just by myside .
I nowadays i'm not getting everything i wanted , As times goes by i would learn thats i dont get everything i would want .
Everything comes the way you wanted .
Which means i dont always get the things i wanted .
& Every thing you did you did it for a reason , i will trust you .

Oh ya ! I'm going on a holiday soon but going hongkong for the first time ON MY OWN .
Still not comfirm with the day cause mummy's been too busy to buy tickets for me , She's busy clearing all her work before she resign .
& on the thats day she told her boss about so & so , as in she so called quarrelled with him she brought me a guess bag and wallet . * tears
& I found out thats after this quarrel with her boss she dotes me more , i only said once thats i wanna go hong kong on my own she just merely allows me to go so .
Anyways , this days geylang geylang geylang .
aiyer , i hate thats place la . but have to accompany my special someone then no choice .
so its like i've been saving alots of money nowadays , saving 5 busks for cigg .

you've brought c o l o u r into my world

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Sorrows shared
{2:35 PM}